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Sometimes I wish to let you know that,
How wonderful life is; with you around.
Knowing that you'll be there by my side, every minute, every second. (:
It's that chemistry that brought us together.
I just wanna love you wholeheartedly.
With you, just you, in my world (:

最近的心情不曾定下来。。。
总是感觉到心一阵阵的痛。。。
脑海总是浮现一丝丝与她的回忆。。。
回忆着。。。小时候的我。。。长大后的我。。。
与她一起渡过的日子。。。

她。。。
有一张慈祥的脸。。。
被邀拍照时总是回答同一句话。。。“我要换衣。”
对我来说。。。
她。。。永远都抱着与人分享的态度。。。
她。。。就像东方的女圣诞老人。。。
每次出门，她都会带着一个大大的旅行包。。。
不知情的人该会认为她在搬家。。。
其实错了。。。
里头装的其实都是要分给她的亲戚，朋友及孩子的东西。。。

她。。。
是个很贴心的人。。。
小时候的我，有一半的童年都是与她一起渡过。。。
学校假期到。。。唯一想到的节目就是回霹雳。。。
风雨不改。。。
还记得。。。往往待到假期结束了。。。
我这个小瓜总是要父母用强迫的方法。。。
才会哭着乖乖得回。。。
每次从霹雳回家时，她都会送上一袋的零食。。。
说让我们晕车时能拍得上用场。。。
但。。。这又有谁知道她的苦心呢？
九王爷旦到时，她最爱到庙内看大戏。。。
说实在的，小时候的我实在是听不懂那些戏子在唱些什么。。。
可是。。。
这古老的戏曲已经渐渐的被淘汰了！

她。。。
是个泡茶高手。。。
无论是MILO,唐茶，咖啡。。。
一到她手往往都是一级棒的。。。
可是。。。这淡淡的味道将只能成为我永远的回忆！

她。。。
煮的‘猪脚醋’是无人能及的。。。
那酸中带甜的味道。。。想到都会让人直流口水！
‘擂茶’。。。是她的最爱。。。
每次来到我家或回到霹雳。。。都会听到她说要煮‘擂茶’。。。
说实在的，我们家的人无人不喜欢吃擂茶！！！

新年的到来，
她都会为她的孙子添新衣。。。
保证每个人都会有新衣过年，并无遗漏。。。
还有一个星期新年又要到了啦！
但。。。这个新年我再也看不到她了！
无法再听到她的笑声与声音。。。
无法再喝她泡的茶，吃她煮的猪脚醋及擂茶。。。
虽然如此。。。
我相信她将会永远留在我们的心中！！！

古人说得对。。。
树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在。。。
平时就该好好的孝顺父母。。。
他们不在了才哭丧了脸。。。
这又有什么用呢？
这。。。是在忏悔还是在演戏呢？
是什么表示其实不再重要了。。。
只因。。。一切已来不及了！

tat is my grandma... she pass away on 23 jan 2007. i miss her so much... 100 days of her pass away anniversary is on 29 april this mth... so fast, 100 days soon will be over... she will be in my heart forever... "Po, Po, i miss u"

during tat time, i have to take leave from sch and rush back to my hometown... during tat time was quite hard for me... emotional , mental and physically weak... everytime i think i of my grandma, i will hide at one corner and cry... cos i dun wan my frenz to worry for me... plus my dear oversea... i really wan to thanx him for making de effort to call me when he is oversea. which in turn can give me some motivation and encouragement...

came back from malaysia after my grandma funeral, was busy with sch work, project and presentation... was really busy..

dear came back on 9th feb... miss him so much... spent de weekend wit him... went out dinner wit him for pre-valentine day dinner... sorry to my frenz whose birthday is during this period... cos i m not allow to have any celebration...

no valentine celebration, no chinese new yr celebration, no birthday celebration.

went for Napafa test on 8 march... but sadly i failed... was suppose to use de napafa result to go for my paramedic... think now de chance is lesser...

went for NR0498 class chalet on 16th march... is also me and dear 8th mth... hehe..

busy. busy. busy wit project, presentation, and work... headache..

my last day of work at Country Manna was on 6th april... i sent in my resign letter be cos i wan concentrate on my study plus de pay not tat good... wan to change a new environment...

16 april 9th mth for my dear and me... happy 9th mth anniversary... very happy we have gone through so far...

exam is coming.. is on 30 april for my first paper... stress wor... need to start study le..

having astro quiz on 20 april.. gotta help out.. have overnight stay...

miss my dear so much.. nv see him for 3 days le... he is having ex... he must be very tired... waiting for tml to come so i can see my dear...

will be going KL wit dear and cousin on 23 may... i waiting for de days to come...

tat all for today... see ya.. cheers!!

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i love you 18.04.2007 4:11 p.m.
i knew i love you before i met you

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Sometimes I wish to let you know that,
How wonderful life is; with you around.
Knowing that you'll be there by my side, every minute, every second. (:
It's that chemistry that brought us together.
I just wanna love you wholeheartedly.
With you, just you, in my world (:

Y- -LOST THIS TIME- -

i'm back... have been busy. lots of things to do...
plus things happen in my family..
been a bit moody.. a bit sad... a bit lost...
dun really know wat i have to do and wan to do

20 jan sat
went dear's hse to help pack his stuff early in de morning...
play some game, went to buy our lunch..
get ready and wait for his frenz, arthur to come..
we reach airport slightly early so we slowly go up to de gathering point.
he got his boarding pass
he saw money changer and change some nz money..
we will looking for some place to eat our dinner. end up eating at swensen... no choice though both of us dun really like de food there...
his frenz, nick call asking where is he now cos he came to sent dear off..
we finish our food then went up to de departure hall near row 12 saw his frenz nick..
chit chat a while, abt 6pm he went into de gate...
lots of weird feeling.. miss my dear... feeling like crying but didnt.. jus miss him...
after tat, got to know from dear tat each call he call from nz, each min is $5.00. each sms is $1.00. super expensive...
think we spent a lot on calling this time...

21 jan sun
was resting at home...
then went to work at 6pm...
nth special...
miss dear so much...

22 jan mon
have grp meeting today for HS3033 ica.
meet up wit magaret au regarding de nursing proj during tutorial..
need to do lots of research...
hmmm.. tons of work to do wor..
meet up wit evon @ 6pm and we go over to yck stadium for running session..
gotcha train up for napfa le... i wan silver.. i wan paramedics...
a tiring session... very long didnt really exercise le...
muscle ache all over de body... Oops!!

23 jan tue
as usual having lesson...
came home quite early today... mum told me tat grandma went back to my hometown le...
i ask how come? then she say grandma keep asking my uncle to send her back...
i started to get worried...

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i love you 28.01.2007 4:32 p.m.
i knew i love you before i met you

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Sometimes I wish to let you know that,
How wonderful life is; with you around.
Knowing that you'll be there by my side, every minute, every second. (:
It's that chemistry that brought us together.
I just wanna love you wholeheartedly.
With you, just you, in my world (:

Y- -NEW YEAR 2007- -

Oops!! i'm back to update... this is my 2007 1ST entry wor... HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRENZ!!!
this week is my 3rd week of sch start...
so busy.. lots of ICA, test and presentation...
i wan to overcome all this...
i wan get good result for this sem..
i can do it...

yest was de 6th mth anniversary..
so fast, 1/2 a yr gone..
lots of sweet memories...
i make a photo album tat has our photo from de start till recently and wrote lots of things inside...
i wish we will be more happy in de second half of de yr..
more xin fu..
more sweet memories...

dear flying off to New zealand this coming sat... like was juz yest when he fly to aust de other time... got to miss himm lots...

got to go le... need to meet my dear go out... quite worry abt him cos he haven been sleeping well. hmmm...

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i love you 17.01.2007 3:07 p.m.
i knew i love you before i met you

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Sometimes I wish to let you know that,
How wonderful life is; with you around.
Knowing that you'll be there by my side, every minute, every second. (:
It's that chemistry that brought us together.
I just wanna love you wholeheartedly.
With you, just you, in my world (:

JEAN Y

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ATTACHED TO MY BELOVED DEAR (:
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good results
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slim down
Rebonding
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