8:01 p.m. - 13.06.2007
Love is what a girl wants
Love is what a girl wants.
To have someone she love to encourage her when she's down.
To lend her ears to listen to her sharing her unhappiness and of course, happiness.
To lend her a shoulder to lie on when she's tired, a shoulder to cry on if she's upset.
To give her a warm hug when she needs.
Putting a strong front is never easy.
It's tiring at times.
She needs a resting point. Where she can slow down her pace and rest.
She needs encouragements when everything is going the wrong way. Encouragements to support her, to tell her that you care and you'll stand by her if she falls.
Things are always never easy. Listen to her unhappiness and her happiness. You're always the first person she shares the stories with. Cause you're important in her life. She wants you to understand her.
When she's tired, lend her your shoulder. Nothing can be better than your shoulders. A good pillow to lie on. Lend her your shoulders when she's crying. Cause that's the best place to get the "secure" feeling.
A warm hug is always the best gift for her. Where she can listen to your heartbeat. It'll never fail to put a smile on her face.
Treasure her. Promise only if you can fulfill. Don't give empty promises. It'll hurt her badly. Be sincere. A sincere heart is the key to maintain your relationship
11:33 a.m. - 23.04.2007
when a boy is.....
this is taken from my frenz blog... a guys view...
When a BOY is quiet
he don wan to further discuss anymore.
When a BOY is not arguing
he is giving in to u.
When a BOY looks at u with eyes full of questions
he is wondering why he choose u to go out wid in the 1st place
When a BOY answers ' I'm fine '
he will become EMO the nxt day
When a BOY stares at you
he's tinking wat to say next
When a BOY lays on your shoulder
he is wishing you could give him more tender loving care.
When a BOY wants to see you everyday
he wants to be pamper by you.
When a BOY says ' I miss you '
he means it.
When a BOY says ' I love you '
he is giving himself to u and ready to die for u anytime.
Life comes around and goes around
BUT make sure u spend it with the right person.
Find a women
who calls you dear instead of oei.
who understand u instead of asking for more quarrel
who will sacrifice her time juz for tis relationship
who love YOU instead of your MONEY
Who holds your hand in front of her sisters.
who wan to share her life wid you
Who is constantly reminding you
of how much she cares about you
Who turns to her friends and says,
That's my HIM!!
1:17 a.m. - 20.04.2007
非你莫属
作词：陈信延 作曲：Tank 编曲：洪敬尧 原唱：林依晨
口白：
你知道吗 我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉
那是什么样子 我好希望再来一次
懂得让我微笑的人 再没有谁比你有天分
轻易闯进我的心门 明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙 浩瀚无边的尽头 每颗渺小星球 全都绕着你走
爱我 非你莫属 我只愿 守护 由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属 也许会 笑着哭 但那人是你所以
不怕苦 Woo Woo Wu~
懂得让我流泪的人 (流泪的人) 给的感动一定是最深
Woo Woo~
在我心中留下伤痕 (留下伤痕) 你同时点亮了星辰
Woo~
整个宇宙 浩瀚无边的尽头 Oh~ 每颗渺小星球 全都绕着你走
爱我 非你莫属 我只愿 守护 由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属 也许会 笑着哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦
看 那么多相遇 偏偏只和你 天造地设般产生奇迹
Oh Woo Woo Woo~
我心的缝隙 我想除了你 任谁也无法填补这空虚 Wu Woo~
爱我 非你莫属 我只愿 守护 由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属 Yeah 也许会 笑着哭 但那人是你
所以 不怕苦
那个人是你所以 不怕苦 Wu~ 不怕苦 Wu-Woo~
3:56 p.m. - 19.04.2007
小分享
didnt sleep well recently...
totally worn out
have been having nightmares when sleeping...
end up like de whole day is so tired..
is my 2nd last day of sch today..
only have 2 hour lesson...
some more is sim lab...
was there as an observer taking down notes for my frenz...
overall still okiex..
forget to ask Ms Ng for our clinical lab theory result..
quite worry.. Juz hope i pass..
went to Blk E to get de NYP planner..
was much nicer than de previous yr... i like it very much
actually thought of buying one 2007 planner since i got a nice planner, i can save de money up..
was actually looking for new part time job for my MAY holiday..
No money..
ask my insurence advisor to help me look out for job...
must thanx him a lot cos he have been a gd frenz and help me a lot..
feel happy for my frenz and classmates tat they are being take in by their hospital after they end their PRCP...
happy for them...
all de best for ur PRCP...
hope to hear gd news...
gotta start studying for my exam le...
stress wor
i will be meeting my dear tonight..
so happy
but hear tat he got lots of insect bites
so kelian
must be very itchy
To my dear:
I'll still keep on to my promises.
Those lil talks plus few minutes of meetups,
I'm contented as long as I see you,
cos I know when I'm already so worn out and need somebody there,
I see you with me (:
小分享:
“最快樂的人未必擁有最好的每件事情，他們只是懂得珍惜一路來得到的任何東西。”
Quote to share:
"The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way."
4:11 p.m. - 18.04.2007
记忆中的她
quite some time since i last update... really very sorry to my frenz... lots of things happen... a long long story...
最近的心情不曾定下来。。。
总是感觉到心一阵阵的痛。。。
脑海总是浮现一丝丝与她的回忆。。。
回忆着。。。小时候的我。。。长大后的我。。。
与她一起渡过的日子。。。
她。。。
有一张慈祥的脸。。。
被邀拍照时总是回答同一句话。。。“我要换衣。”
对我来说。。。
她。。。永远都抱着与人分享的态度。。。
她。。。就像东方的女圣诞老人。。。
每次出门，她都会带着一个大大的旅行包。。。
不知情的人该会认为她在搬家。。。
其实错了。。。
里头装的其实都是要分给她的亲戚，朋友及孩子的东西。。。
她。。。
是个很贴心的人。。。
小时候的我，有一半的童年都是与她一起渡过。。。
学校假期到。。。唯一想到的节目就是回霹雳。。。
风雨不改。。。
还记得。。。往往待到假期结束了。。。
我这个小瓜总是要父母用强迫的方法。。。
才会哭着乖乖得回。。。
每次从霹雳回家时，她都会送上一袋的零食。。。
说让我们晕车时能拍得上用场。。。
但。。。这又有谁知道她的苦心呢？
九王爷旦到时，她最爱到庙内看大戏。。。
说实在的，小时候的我实在是听不懂那些戏子在唱些什么。。。
可是。。。
这古老的戏曲已经渐渐的被淘汰了！
她。。。
是个泡茶高手。。。
无论是MILO,唐茶，咖啡。。。
一到她手往往都是一级棒的。。。
可是。。。这淡淡的味道将只能成为我永远的回忆！
她。。。
煮的‘猪脚醋’是无人能及的。。。
那酸中带甜的味道。。。想到都会让人直流口水！
‘擂茶’。。。是她的最爱。。。
每次来到我家或回到霹雳。。。都会听到她说要煮‘擂茶’。。。
说实在的，我们家的人无人不喜欢吃擂茶！！！
新年的到来，
她都会为她的孙子添新衣。。。
保证每个人都会有新衣过年，并无遗漏。。。
还有一个星期新年又要到了啦！
但。。。这个新年我再也看不到她了！
无法再听到她的笑声与声音。。。
无法再喝她泡的茶，吃她煮的猪脚醋及擂茶。。。
虽然如此。。。
我相信她将会永远留在我们的心中！！！
古人说得对。。。
树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在。。。
平时就该好好的孝顺父母。。。
他们不在了才哭丧了脸。。。
这又有什么用呢？
这。。。是在忏悔还是在演戏呢？
是什么表示其实不再重要了。。。
只因。。。一切已来不及了！
tat is my grandma... she pass away on 23 jan 2007. i miss her so much... 100 days of her pass away anniversary is on 29 april this mth... so fast, 100 days soon will be over... she will be in my heart forever... "Po, Po, i miss u"
during tat time, i have to take leave from sch and rush back to my hometown... during tat time was quite hard for me... emotional , mental and physically weak... everytime i think i of my grandma, i will hide at one corner and cry... cos i dun wan my frenz to worry for me... plus my dear oversea... i really wan to thanx him for making de effort to call me when he is oversea. which in turn can give me some motivation and encouragement...
came back from malaysia after my grandma funeral, was busy with sch work, project and presentation... was really busy..
dear came back on 9th feb... miss him so much... spent de weekend wit him... went out dinner wit him for pre-valentine day dinner... sorry to my frenz whose birthday is during this period... cos i m not allow to have any celebration...
no valentine celebration, no chinese new yr celebration, no birthday celebration.
went for Napafa test on 8 march... but sadly i failed... was suppose to use de napafa result to go for my paramedic... think now de chance is lesser...
went for NR0498 class chalet on 16th march... is also me and dear 8th mth... hehe..
busy. busy. busy wit project, presentation, and work... headache..
my last day of work at Country Manna was on 6th april... i sent in my resign letter be cos i wan concentrate on my study plus de pay not tat good... wan to change a new environment...
16 april 9th mth for my dear and me... happy 9th mth anniversary... very happy we have gone through so far...
exam is coming.. is on 30 april for my first paper... stress wor... need to start study le..
having astro quiz on 20 april.. gotta help out.. have overnight stay...
miss my dear so much.. nv see him for 3 days le... he is having ex... he must be very tired... waiting for tml to come so i can see my dear...
will be going KL wit dear and cousin on 23 may... i waiting for de days to come...
tat all for today... see ya.. cheers!!
4:32 p.m. - 28.01.2007
- -LOST THIS TIME- -
i'm back... have been busy. lots of things to do...
plus things happen in my family..
been a bit moody.. a bit sad... a bit lost...
dun really know wat i have to do and wan to do
20 jan sat
went dear's hse to help pack his stuff early in de morning...
play some game, went to buy our lunch..
get ready and wait for his frenz, arthur to come..
we reach airport slightly early so we slowly go up to de gathering point.
he got his boarding pass
he saw money changer and change some nz money..
we will looking for some place to eat our dinner. end up eating at swensen... no choice though both of us dun really like de food there...
his frenz, nick call asking where is he now cos he came to sent dear off..
we finish our food then went up to de departure hall near row 12 saw his frenz nick..
chit chat a while, abt 6pm he went into de gate...
lots of weird feeling.. miss my dear... feeling like crying but didnt.. jus miss him...
after tat, got to know from dear tat each call he call from nz, each min is $5.00. each sms is $1.00. super expensive...
think we spent a lot on calling this time...
21 jan sun
was resting at home...
then went to work at 6pm...
nth special...
miss dear so much...
22 jan mon
have grp meeting today for HS3033 ica.
meet up wit magaret au regarding de nursing proj during tutorial..
need to do lots of research...
hmmm.. tons of work to do wor..
meet up wit evon @ 6pm and we go over to yck stadium for running session..
gotcha train up for napfa le... i wan silver.. i wan paramedics...
a tiring session... very long didnt really exercise le...
muscle ache all over de body... Oops!!
23 jan tue
as usual having lesson...
came home quite early today... mum told me tat grandma went back to my hometown le...
i ask how come? then she say grandma keep asking my uncle to send her back...
i started to get worried...
3:07 p.m. - 17.01.2007 yest was de 6th mth anniversary..
dear flying off to New zealand this coming sat... like was juz yest when he fly to aust de other time... got to miss himm lots...
got to go le... need to meet my dear go out... quite worry abt him cos he haven been sleeping well. hmmm...
- -NEW YEAR 2007- -
Oops!! i'm back to update... this is my 2007 1ST entry wor...
this week is my 3rd week of sch start...
so busy.. lots of ICA, test and presentation...
i wan to overcome all this...
i wan get good result for this sem..
i can do it...
so fast, 1/2 a yr gone..
lots of sweet memories...
i make a photo album tat has our photo from de start till recently and wrote lots of things inside...
i wish we will be more happy in de second half of de yr..
more xin fu..
more sweet memories...
